Resting in the Eddies
— for Carol and Bill She built pots as fragile as seashells, curved against time and as demanding, and all the while she plunged through torrents, through rapids, a maelstrom of wounds and scars, creating beauty from the frozen pain. He carved trails and built paths through their five-acre woods, circling the mossy stones and stumps, to open clearings in the undergrowth for a view into the forest’s green mystery, trying to lead himself out of the labyrinth of their life together. They built a house, a family, some kind of life they continued to struggle against, living in their own rooms, hunting for themselves, alone, they followed separate paths that returned again and again to the hearth, to the table, and even sometimes to the bed where they made themselves new in each other, if only for the night found the center, while their children spun off into their own leaving the two of them alone at last together. These days he kayaks, to test himself against white water, against rocky river teeth, glory and freedom in the singular moment. Sometimes he rests in the eddies, while he eyes out the next foamy path between boulders. These days she leads wounded children through the maze of their pain, out to the clearings where they can grow. Her life eddies and surges between terror and grace, curved against time and as demanding.
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