Dying, as Process
For my grandmother, at 103 She lingers on the end of her life, wades through the sodden flesh toward dissolution, slowly and unwilling to release the last sparks flying like stars, fading like fireworks against a July sky. Live long enough and you lose everything, even children, even eyesight, the touch in the fingertips, the sound of birds defending their food, and after that nothing but still the tenacious grip on living, one more breath, one more beat of the heart, one more thought, before that brief crossing into invisibility.
Published in Borderlands, Court Street Press, Seattle: 1999
Onetime reproduction for non-resale purposes permitted by the author with the following credit line: by Judith Yarrow
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